Hong-shao: Flambé

Written by Jason Aaron Sutterfield

Started writing on: Tuesday, April 11, 2017 at 1:34PM

Ended: Tuesday, April 11, 2017 at 10:28PM

 

What can I do? What can I say?
You think you’re such a burden and you claim it’s unfair,
But isn’t it my choice? Can’t you hear me crying on the inside?
I don’t want to let you go, but you’ve given me no other choice.

 

And I cannot share the words I’m feeling,
There is no definition in their speaking,
Can’t you hear my heart is breaking?

 

Oh, I love you, but I want to hate you but I can’t.
I cannot shed the tears except in ink and blood.
And now you’ve gone and I’m burning inside.
And this is Hell, and in the worst way.

 

I try to say what I mean, and it won’t come out right,
And I’d worship God even if it’d be a lie,
And even if my temperature would rise,
The feelings of your memories send me to rapture.

 

And I cannot share the words I’m feeling,
There is no reason in their speaking,
Can’t you see I’m poisoned by my inability to give expression?

 

Oh, I love you and how I wish I could loathe you, but I can’t.
I cannot fall apart in your arms except in written letter.
And now you’re gone, I’m not sure what to do after.
I guess I’ll just move on because the world keeps on turning even when my heart is the only one who’s died.

 

And I’d hate to admit that the voice in my head was right,
You were wonderful as all things under the sun,
You just weren’t the one for me,
I hope you find the happiness I could never give you.

 

And I cannot share the words I’m feeling,
There is no meaning to their speaking,
I can’t show you the words of how wonderful you were,

 

And just as the sun rises,
So do I,
The world seems smaller,
But it’s alright,
It’s ‘bout to get better.
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